The Pros and Cons of Needing Medication


Part of the reason this year has been so deflating for me is the need to go back on medications. Last year, I was able to get off all my medications and be prescription-med free for over 8 months. With this year bringing the challenges of worse and worse migraines, anxiety, acute on chronic pain, and weight gain which had led me back to pre-diabetes, I am now on more medication than I have ever been. 💉💊👩🏻‍⚕️
On the one hand, these medications have helped me in many ways. Especially with my anxiety, I just could not function anymore on my own without the medications. Before I was in a state of 24/7 panic attacks, and the biggest change I’ve had on the meds is that I am able to be calmer and sleep better for the first time in my adult life. It doesn’t stop the worry or the racing thoughts, but it has helped them significantly, especially the physical symptoms associated with my anxiety.

Why does it feel like such a failure to have to be on medications? I recommend and prescribe them for my patients every single day. I guess I’ve always had the attitude that I could overcome anything on my own. It’s humbling to know that it’s the true. For now these medications are necessary and are helping me to get my health back on track. In the end that’s what this has always been about. My quest to lose the weight and keep it off has never been about looking better, it’s always been about feeling better and being as healthy as possible. 💪🏻🏃🏻‍♀️👩🏻‍⚕️


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